In and out, in and out, the universe seems to be constorting on wether or not it should be for or against me. In the next month I need to find a job, a house, fix my phone, make peace with the jerks at the gym, teach 160 16 year olds full time, and get all the paper work I need in to graduate! All in the next three weeks. I have been spending until 8:00 pm or later at school every night trying to grade research papers, get the school newspaper out, apply for jobs, and do the senior projects and endless lists of paperwork needed to get cleared for my teaching license, all the pointless projects to document my whole existence and evlaute myself as a teacher. I roll into bed exhausted. I still try to teach sunday school and run 3 miles a day. Just ask Panini how brain dead I sounded on the phone last night when she talked to me at like 9:00 pm. Everyone says don't let stress get to you. HA! That is what I would like to say! Did I mention that I lost my debit card too? Argh.
7 comments:
It will all be over soon! And then you can take time out to celebrate your accomplishments!
I know you can do it!
Keep going, Esperanza! If anyone can do it, it is YOU!
Hang in there, kiddo.
Thanks for the support guys! But I don't know how I can even make decisions or get anything done when I am so exhausted emotionally and physically that I sleep like sleep 4 hours in the afternoon on Sat. and the same on Sunday!
Did you get good sleep last night? How was the teacher-conversation today?
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